in 2 weeks time. (part ONE)

assalamualaikummmm....

12 feb 2014, that means 3days more to the new semester..

what have i done in this holiday?
nak cite le nii..

secara average dan lumpsum ktrg cuti sbulan lebih..
tpi sbb habis paper awal ktrg cuti sbln LEBIH LEBIH laaa... :DD

i got annual camp for my koko subject...around 2 weeks la jugak..excited gak.
randomly calculate cuti ni... 1mggu spent time ngn family, 2mggu kem, 1mggu spent time ngn family lagi, 1mggu berjalan2... = ]

after exam aritu dlm 9hb trus je balik uma, mlm tu trus pi jb sbb my brother's mapa inlaw nak dtg johor..
so i drive with my dad at that night to JB sblm they arrive..seronok da hbis exam mmbuatkan driving mlm tu xmngantok sgt..gitu gini gitu gini i did update my status on FACEBOOK about my journey in 5days...

after that 5 days journey, i came back to college for the annual camp..on that day my roomates and housemate mostly dah balik and prepare nak balik...i hate saying goodbye and didn't say goodbye properly to them all...just a basic goodbye mcm nak blik kmpg biasa je...

so bout the camp, basically we learn all the theories needed at markas je around 10 days la lbih kurg...then 4 hari dlm hutan, 1 day utk kemas brg smula msuk stor...dlm kem tersebut mmg belajar mcm2..disiplin, kawad, yg paling best ilmu tahan ngantukk..perghh..mmg la aku tak slalu mgantuk..tpi dugaan nk menuntut ilmu ni BESARRR...mcm2 pon bole jadi...get back to niat and the future pon ley buat sedar diri sikit laa...haha. *seriousnyaa??! rilek arrr ...kan muda lagii* hahaha..yeppp..mse muda la nak kena jaga betol2..

seronok la jugak dpt training palapes yg real sikit utk sem satu...even though i din think it's enough for us, but it's good for a START...dlm hutan is the beginning ! tapi tak hutan sgt la...sawit kot. but still such great experience i had on that place...i learn how to be a leader, how to be a follower, how to be the one who could contribute to others as well as yourself....such a great knowledge i've gained! nak btao semua tak terkata but for the first time in life :

1.  aku kena gali kubu (dlm paras betis la dlmnya, dan panjang ikut diri sendiri) - mase ni laaa...sape yg       rendah mmg beruntung.. :DD
2.  24hours pkai spike boot and uniform tuu...- mase ni kasut tu mmg perkara utama la..klau tak pkai rasa tak selamat.. 
3.  pakai webbing set and bw senapang kemana jua even nak tido..peluk kuat kuat laa... - mase ni la aku tido smpi berbirat tgn sbb lilit tali sling snapang tu kt tgn biar tak terlepas...(klau terlepas kena curi! kena curi kenalah denda!)
4.  belajar MENEMBAK! PERGHHH...mmg styleee. first time blajar menembak...mmg TERUJA! 
5.  belajar menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan org lain...yg kurg kita bantu, yg lebih kita jadikan motivasi, yg tak baik kita tanam tepi sawit jela..!! XD

after kem...rasa taf sikit, my family pon kate cmtu...even i did feel it myself...mgkin bole nmpk kot..tpi yg paling bole nmpk dah GELAP arr...walopon mmg dah sedia maklum gelap, tapi ni tmbh lagi ton gelap tuu..tpi gelap je..bkn salah ponn...tak dosa ponn..yg penting dpt ilmu yg bermanfaat, pengalaman yg terbaik, motivasi berpanjangan ! ! ! may Allah always be with me with my journey in PALAPES life till i graduate...aminnnnnnnnnnnn. #LEFTENANMUDAWANNABE ! ^_^

"WE ARE READY TO SACRIFICE !! " - PALAPES BATCH 10 UTHM -

REPLY .

waalaikummusalam ...

- thanks for the copyrighted stamp! 
- life is beautiful journey, YES i agree..but u need beautiful character to fills that journey to have a beautiful history and may imagine how your future will be ..

- aku mmg suka if i could call everyone in my own special way..their own gelaran, or the nickname that i gave them, it's comfortable..and the best is AKU n KAU...there's no difference in age, styles, character..selesa nak bergurau senda dan sebagainya. unlike english, everything can be settled with I and YOU. easy huh? 

-your impression towards miss A, yep i agree.
-your impression towards ME, im not that tall, yes at least taller than both of you, *gelak gelak*
-your impression towards yourself ..im not agree with pelik..the rest okay okay.. :)

- start your day with doa bangun tido and end your day with doa nak tido la. zzzZZ.
-you said you play guitar, you perform..i think i could learn something from you since im new in this field, but i played for my FUN, and if you enjoyed it i would say thank you, and if you don't im very sorry.
-haha..this one im a bit terkezut lah..u said u left it at home, dah letak at ruang tamu tpi lupa nak bwk..

-bout the missed call, i din remember im sorry.but yes i did give you a missed call..since we're separated at that time isn't it? i got ur number from miss A lah of course.
-owhh..majlis penutup, im seriously forgot how i could see the whole performance, what i remember we three , dpt tgk kat dlm dewan duk sebaris. thanks for reminding me this memory . :)

- im not that sibuk..im always alone in that room waiting for you guys coming home since i got kelas sikit je..ciss. tpi rileks ar..men game, movies..and so on.
-im the one who sent that request or you did? i din remember again, dah tua, igt baki duit dlm poket pon tidak.. but i did rememba that i wanna be ur FB friend too..
- that quotes " Friendship doubles my joys and divides my sorrow" was the 1st title of my blog, but i've changed it to "berusaha sebelum kalah" now. :)

- BIRTHDAY. that not so important to me..but i appreciate for those who remember it..u can wish it for a year..no matter..even my best friend forgot to wish my bday..so what's the problem? the bond still there..it won't break cuz of one date. rite?? i donno others. but that's my opinion bout bday. :)
- that choc, even me suprised with it..thanks for the pemberi..and thanks for your wish in this book.. :)

- cuti mid sem ..aku tak igt aku buat apa, tapi aku agak busy sendiri..aku ada teringat pasal korg tpi tak tahu nk ckp ape kt korang.. nk pegang fon pon xberapa sempat rasanya.. *that me, klau cuti mgalahkan YB.
- owhh..the quotes there, change it to "family first, then the rest"..you start your life with a family, and end it with bigger family, they will be the one who pray for you and your life present and after... be good to them even they don't understand you...ask again did i understand all of em? :)

- at that time, i din know u wrote that name in your blog, klau tak bole letak nama yg commercial lagi..bout the camp, i tot you goin for qiamullail kat masjid, rupenya camp sispa, haha..maap lerrr..but im also shocked bout the handshaking part..

- im not sure where am i at that time, but the sms that you sent, i did read and reply , tpi npon ni jeles plak tak nak hantarkan..so babun isn't it..bila perasan tak jadi sent dah..da lepas takpela kan?im sorry if you wait for me to reply it.

- i didn't think my existence will affect you..haha..im sorry.. :)

- i do understand your emotion..i really did. :)

- don't afraid to be silly, it's fun sometimes...it's much more better than crying. :)

- this one, im impressed with your arts, lawa betol buat design google tu..tpi lagi lawa klau tab dlm tu di isi dgn pkataan lain..u din have to push yourself, join clubs and activities..that will SERIOUSLY HELP you..with experience, wisdom and knowledge, you will be a friendly person. tak paham? takpe. :)

- i've never thought of  you as an annoying person , so don't you do it again...just let you be YOU. but don't judge you as YOU...and don't think what others think of you..i'll give you quotes at the end of this post. ********

-i told you bout a rumet before, we din talk much but we understand each other privacy..sometimes, words couldn't explain, and silent is a better translator. cewahhh..

- yepp.."don't take someone's silence as his prode" ..say it to yourself too.. don't think too much bout others thinks..they may not have you in their mind at all..but you were here in my mind. :) 

- nature conservation test la..sbb ade dak klas bi mohon excuse nk pi test tu gak...and as always, u didn't text what you feel..control macho. :DD

-im sorry for breaking my words, i said i'll come home but i didn't .

-bout you being a messenger, the words miss and love, i couldn't express it very well im sorry..im not saying it, doesn't means i didn't feeling it. <3 nbsp="" p="">

- im always happy when you texted me... i can help you burn that air conditioner. :)

- hahaha..bout the song..you knew it wouldn't be that easy rite?? thanks for requesting it even you have to pay with your own song 1st.. XD XD XD **please record it . i'd appreciate if i could to listen to it again. :)

- rezeki lebih kena kongsi..i LOVED that YEOS yoghurt..tpi tak tahu you'll loved it too..haha..ada kimia la kot.. :)

- i did looked at ur team along the morning..im searching fer you...and found you mse inspection..too bad tak dpt bergambo kt pdg kawad tuu.. T_________T, tup tup jumpe kat dewan... * flowerly flowerly heart *

- hahaha...ur face din show u were looking fer me..haha..i din too i guess..yepp may Allah granted our wish to be LEFTENAN MUDA...aminnn

- we didn't expected that result...but Alhamdulilah..i think it's biased...but im so sorry becoz im still happy with the result.. :)

- housemet kita baik ar...takpaya takut sgt...xsiap assemet copy je mmber..ohh..cute is always you..xpaya buat muka. :)

- nape la xckp mse tu da pna pi backpack..ley tye byk soalan sket..be BRAVE ! ohh..you mmg berani ponn..sory sory..

- bgun di siang hari?? dah terbiasa dah...seriously. klau rasa xley angkat badan tu cari air minum dlm satu botol kecik tu for activating you organ. 

- you eat those snacks or not? cuz i had a friend who couldn't eat snacks..im afraid that you were like that friend of mine..so do tell me keyh? :)

- BREEZE? hahahaha..kau yg slalu bsuh baju dlm tu kau yg tak pasan..? aiyaa.

- im a bit excited to bring to cakes to college..tup tup you weren't there..a bit dissapointed lahh..tpi nak buat cmno..bukan rezeki kau kot..

- " a journey is best measured in friends, NOT IN MILES" ...tak muat nak letak another 3 words..kelam kabut buat ...hope you like it. :)

- len kali klau tak sure tu jerit je tapi pandang tempat lain...i'll sure toleh ngan org lain skali..suara mcm chord? did you listen to others using notes ? HAHAHA. =PP

- aku igt kau da tidoo..tup tup ade msj..nk reply pon xtahu nk reply..nk ckp mcm gaya dah tidur..so aku reply dlm hati..and harap ia sampai melalui telepathy.. :)

-aku main game kat luar...tgk2 dah pkl 4,  tu kejut tu....blajo pogemin mlm tu..kwn aku bgi soalan cepumasss punyaaa...rupenye soalan tak habis..hadoiii.. = ="

- aku pon tekejut psal jar of heart tuu...tetibe kau bersuara...aku igt kau tak dgr dah ... 

- kalau kau nak tahu pasal incident kipas tu aku tahu sbb miss A da cerita dari sinopsis smpi kesimpulan..kesian kauu..aku rasa ade hikmah aku xda dlm bilik tu..klau tak tido mkn habuk kipas agaknya..kesian kauuu..and i sincerely kesian kat korang berdua mse tuu..tu tlg ikat kipas tu.. :)

**bout your coretan im a bit shocked..thanks thanks and many many thanks to you. instead of touching im so HAPPY for this present..thanks for the memories..thanks for the quotes book and hlovate books..xpena lagi la ada org bgi quotes book like this to me..you are the FIRST...you did stalk my blog? which blog..haha..abaikan jela blog blog tersebut..klau rindu cakaplah, kalau rindu beritahu jelah, klau nak jumpe pon you know what to do..and if you feel lonely and nak pinjam gitar or whatsoeva beritahu..insya-Allah if i have time for backpacking i'll contact you..and i do have different ways to do my backpacking..HEHE. :)

your quotes book ada part two tak? i would like to buy it. HEEEEE... <3 nbsp="" p="">
kat sini aku nak minta maaf for all misunderstanding, interrupting your privacy, memekak tengah2 kau study and everything that will consider me to say sorry to you im so sorry...i wish you a blessful life, successful journey, and fun-filled memory...smile is better than cry, pray when you're about to cry...and cry when you feel heavy, smile again after you feel relieved. :)

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. - Steve Jobs - #bebravetobeBRAVE"

kehidupan di tempat baru.

alhamdulillah ada masa nak buat post ni time line laju-laju bagai ninja kawasaki...

ok, where to start? hmm..OH!

college life :
-i got a new roomate, TWO of em. 
-smaller, smarter , faculty FKAAS.
1st impression : 
-miss A, from poli, excel in her poli, talkative, anak bongsu, rajin nak melawa ,dia perna kata aku suka study..xtao la dia igt ke x.. lain-lain? lain kali la post. :))
-miss E, haha dari A trus E, bole la ..lepasan matrik, excel in her matric too, diam-diam ubi berisi, musician, mgkin ley jadi cikgu bahasa, budak bijak..

campus life :
-new faculty FSKTM. mne2 pon sama gak nama fakulti ni
-ade 5 course, aku sncomp web-tech.
-kosmet ade la 80+ org.
-sbjek sem1, 6 tpi transfer jadi 5 sbjek je..final exam 4 je.. HAHAHAHA! XD

new life : 
- i can say i am happy.
- i've change my perspective of life in new lenses.
- i've change my activities in here.
- i'm trying to do what i haven't or couldn't do in my old campus life.
- im searching for my purpose of life in here.
- mananging my future.
- indoor to outdoor life. from sport to palapes. really exciting huh?!  YES!

that's all..tata ~