in 2 weeks time. (part TWO)

this is continuation of last post...part TWO...

after annual camp...THIS IS WHERE THE FUN BEGINS!!

it's SUKIPTTTT 2014 !!!!

i couldn't join it, and not layak pon nak join it with my current condition...WHY?

i had no team, i didn't go for any training and so on...no fitness, no technique and etc etc etc...what did i do? i watch the opening ceremony on RTM1 and crying inside. *xbole jadi ni...xkan nak sedih sensorang tgk member2 melambai2 kt dlm tv tuu..aku ade situ last year...bkn sbb terer sgt pon dpt msuk dlu...tapi seronok dpt turut serta dlm acara mcm tu..kalah pon seronok, apetah lagi jikalau menang kan? *

so i've decided to join as a supporter...mmg dah plan dari awal nak pergi pon, tapi smpi betol2 JADI pergi ntah bape kali aku re-planning, hampir 4x in 3days time...semuanya utk make sure ada jalan yg lurus utk pergi...*wooshhh woooshh*...in the end aku pergi naik kete ngan jac, kak zu, and alep... (member dari team UTM)...my ex-team member..but in life mmg tetap member selamanya la kannnn...

dorg amik kt tol aitam hari jumaat pagi tu...walopon janji pkl 9 tapi dtg pkl 11, kami tetap teruskan perjalanan dgn excited dan gelak ketawa berpanjangan sepanjang perjalanan dari johor ke shah alam...

smpi je DATC, sume dah semi-finals..tpi dpt la jugak nk tgkkk...TAHNIAH kpd pemenang...kami pon beronggeng la mlm tu ...ade pulak MAHARAJALAWAK MEGA FINALS, mlm tu pegi la mencari kedai yg bkk MLMfinals tuu...aku xlayan sgt...tpi bole je nak tengok...pusing2 sume bola, but at last dpt gak satu kedai yg bkk siap psg screen...tgk smpi habis...cume 1st time minum laici byr rm3 cup kecik..takpelah, dorg service okay..walopon air tu sama je rasanya...

on 2nd day ktrg siap2 gak la pagi2 sbb ade DUA org team dlm team utm yg lawan...smgt gak nk pi sokong...dtg awal...ade gak mmber2 dari team lain yg dikenali ade kt situ...dpt la bertegur sapa since da lama tak ketemu....rindu pon terubat...mlm tu lepak bertiga je ngan adibah sbb ktrg duk apartment dia spjg kt shah alam...ktrg mkn kat MR. Sambal...sedap gak ar mknn situ...

on 3rd day..semua gerak awal pagi sbb mmber lawan pagi...pastu pi tgk archery and mse nak balik tu babai la kat semua kwn2 dari team lain skali...sedih nak tinggalkan tmpt tu..tapi sedih yg bermakna...aku pulang dgn motivasi mendalam kali ni...i couldn't express it here..let my azam be with me until i achieve it !! *considering to join a new TEAM...will try my best to be recruited *

lunch ramai2 mse tu kat BARRA restaurant....sume order nasi goreng ayam BARRA...yg lawaknya part2 cik kak yg ayu yg tak habis mkn tapi mgdap muka dak2 laki yg mcm piranna tggu dorg punya nasi tuu...HAHA...agak feymesh la gak restoran ni kedai melayu tpi style n design mcm kedai mamak...mkn sedap and murah dan berbaloi2...pastu aku naik train pi rawang to my sis's house..

smpi rawang klong blnje mcd..mlm tu mkn mcm2 kt uma dia smbil tgk movie..

on 4th day...ikut klong pi putrajaya..sbb nak tgk rumah sewa sementara dia kt seri kembangan...nnti dah tahu jalan senang la skit nak pegi ngn family mmber's yg lain...oleh sbb kerana dia pi putrajaya nak kije aritu..aku xkan nk ikut dia kan? aku pon pi la berjalan...plan lain tpi buat lain plak...aku pi jumpa my BESTFRIEND!!! IJAAA ~~ !! lama gila tak jumpa ija sejak dia kije kt kL..huhuu...so happy for her now, dgn hidup baru dia she's learning to live by herself...sgt berdikari dia sekarang...im very very happy for her...wish her success and kesabaran berpanjangan...yelahh..hidup di KL sgt challenging okeyyy...sape yg pena kije or duk sana je bole memahami...spent a day with her mmg sgt bermakna and such a lovely day i had on that day... ^___________^

on 5th day..sepatotnya klau ikut plan dah balik rumah da...namun aku ditakdirkan utk pi jumpe sorang lagi member mase tu utk tolong dia siapkan pogrem utk bisnes dia nama dia asfa...kenal dia dulu mcm miracle sket..*buat2 gaya drama sikit*  tapi she's one of the successful person with great personality to be friend with...pastu ikut dia pi opis dia la dulu sbb nk siapkan kije, then pi alamanda jap, round2 kl then dia hantar balik pi TBS...tak dpt nak berbual2 and lepak2 mkn ngan dia sbb dtg time hari bekerja, so dpt bual2 ape yg sempat jelaaa...but still FUN and good enough to spend time with my her mase tuuu...thanks asfa sbb bw jalan2. :)

aku sgt bersyukur dgn famili yg aku ada, rakan2 yg sgt versatile dari pelbagai latar belakang juga...semua yg dihadirkan dlm diri kita adalah ujian, adalah nasihat dan pengajaran utk kita teruskan hidup..semua yg berlaku bersebab...sama ada secara insaniah, fizikal, berita, angin, pasir, bernyawa atau tidak..think wider, concern more and you'll see and get better perspective through your own lens (melalui mata, dan mata hati juga) . . 

i feel blessful with my life, thanks to ALLAH SWT cuz presented me with this kind of life...alhamdulillah ya Allah, kau telah kurniakan aku hidup yg sangat bermakna, sekelilingku yg sangat cantik dgn penghuni2 di bumi mu ya Allah...kau bantulah hambamu ini utk sentiasa kekal di jalanmu, sentiasa tetapkan hatinya hanya pada mu dan sentiasa berjihad dgn namamu...aminnnnnnnn ya robbal alamin... (^_________^)

**i din like to post picture and video and so on on my blog...so it's a bit bored to read it...nak tgk gmbr? kat fb adalah klau ditakdirkan rajin utk adakan... ^___^

in 2 weeks time. (part ONE)

assalamualaikummmm....

12 feb 2014, that means 3days more to the new semester..

what have i done in this holiday?

nak cite le nii..

secara average dan lumpsum ktrg cuti sbulan lebih..

tpi sbb habis paper awal ktrg cuti sbln LEBIH LEBIH laaa... :DD

i got annual camp for my koko subject...around 2 weeks la jugak..excited gak.
randomly calculate cuti ni... 1mggu spent time ngn family, 2mggu kem, 1mggu spent time ngn family lagi, 1mggu berjalan2... = ]

after exam aritu dlm 9hb trus je balik uma, mlm tu trus pi jb sbb my brother's mapa inlaw nak dtg johor..

so i drive with my dad at that night to JB sblm they arrive..seronok da hbis exam mmbuatkan driving mlm tu xmngantok sgt..gitu gini gitu gini i did update my status on FACEBOOK about my journey in 5days...

after that 5 days journey, i came back to college for the annual camp..on that day my roomates and housemate mostly dah balik and prepare nak balik...i hate saying goodbye and didn't say goodbye properly to them all...just a basic goodbye mcm nak blik kmpg biasa je...

so bout the camp, basically we learn all the theories needed at markas je around 10 days la lbih kurg...then 4 hari dlm hutan, 1 day utk kemas brg smula msuk stor...dlm kem tersebut mmg belajar mcm2..disiplin, kawad, yg paling best ilmu tahan ngantukk..perghh..mmg la aku tak slalu mgantuk..tpi dugaan nk menuntut ilmu ni BESARRR...mcm2 pon bole jadi...get back to niat and the future pon ley buat sedar diri sikit laa...haha. *seriousnyaa??! rilek arrr ...kan muda lagii* hahaha..yeppp..mse muda la nak kena jaga betol2..

seronok la jugak dpt training palapes yg real sikit utk sem satu...even though i din think it's enough for us, but it's good for a START...dlm hutan is the beginning ! tapi tak hutan sgt la...sawit kot. but still such great experience i had on that place...i learn how to be a leader, how to be a follower, how to be the one who could contribute to others as well as yourself....such a great knowledge i've gained! nak btao semua tak terkata but for the first time in life :

1.  aku kena gali kubu (dlm paras betis la dlmnya, dan panjang ikut diri sendiri) - mase ni laaa...sape yg       rendah mmg beruntung.. :DD

2.  24hours pkai spike boot and uniform tuu...- mase ni kasut tu mmg perkara utama la..klau tak pkai rasa tak selamat.. 

3.  pakai webbing set and bw senapang kemana jua even nak tido..peluk kuat kuat laa... - mase ni la aku tido smpi berbirat tgn sbb lilit tali sling snapang tu kt tgn biar tak terlepas...(klau terlepas kena curi! kena curi kenalah denda!)

4.  belajar MENEMBAK! PERGHHH...mmg styleee. first time blajar menembak...mmg TERUJA! 

5.  belajar menerima kekurangan dan kelebihan org lain...yg kurg kita bantu, yg lebih kita jadikan motivasi, yg tak baik kita tanam tepi sawit jela..!! XD

after kem...rasa taf sikit, my family pon kate cmtu...even i did feel it myself...mgkin bole nmpk kot..tpi yg paling bole nmpk dah GELAP arr...walopon mmg dah sedia maklum gelap, tapi ni tmbh lagi ton gelap tuu..tpi gelap je..bkn salah ponn...tak dosa ponn..yg penting dpt ilmu yg bermanfaat, pengalaman yg terbaik, motivasi berpanjangan ! ! ! may Allah always be with me with my journey in PALAPES life till i graduate...aminnnnnnnnnnnn. #LEFTENANMUDAWANNABE ! ^_^

"WE ARE READY TO SACRIFICE !! " - PALAPES BATCH 10 UTHM -

REPLY .

waalaikummusalam ...

- thanks for the copyrighted stamp! 

- life is beautiful journey, YES i agree..but u need beautiful character to fills that journey to have a beautiful history and may imagine how your future will be ..

- aku mmg suka if i could call everyone in my own special way..their own gelaran, or the nickname that i gave them, it's comfortable..and the best is AKU n KAU...there's no difference in age, styles, character..selesa nak bergurau senda dan sebagainya. unlike english, everything can be settled with I and YOU. easy huh? 

-your impression towards miss A, yep i agree.

-your impression towards ME, im not that tall, yes at least taller than both of you, *gelak gelak*

-your impression towards yourself ..im not agree with pelik..the rest okay okay.. :)

- start your day with doa bangun tido and end your day with doa nak tido la. zzzZZ.

-you said you play guitar, you perform..i think i could learn something from you since im new in this field, but i played for my FUN, and if you enjoyed it i would say thank you, and if you don't im very sorry.

-haha..this one im a bit terkezut lah..u said u left it at home, dah letak at ruang tamu tpi lupa nak bwk..

-bout the missed call, i din remember im sorry.but yes i did give you a missed call..since we're separated at that time isn't it? i got ur number from miss A lah of course.

-owhh..majlis penutup, im seriously forgot how i could see the whole performance, what i remember we three , dpt tgk kat dlm dewan duk sebaris. thanks for reminding me this memory . :)

- im not that sibuk..im always alone in that room waiting for you guys coming home since i got kelas sikit je..ciss. tpi rileks ar..men game, movies..and so on.

-im the one who sent that request or you did? i din remember again, dah tua, igt baki duit dlm poket pon tidak.. but i did rememba that i wanna be ur FB friend too..

- that quotes " Friendship doubles my joys and divides my sorrow" was the 1st title of my blog, but i've changed it to "berusaha sebelum kalah" now. :)

- BIRTHDAY. that not so important to me..but i appreciate for those who remember it..u can wish it for a year..no matter..even my best friend forgot to wish my bday..so what's the problem? the bond still there..it won't break cuz of one date. rite?? i donno others. but that's my opinion bout bday. :)

- that choc, even me suprised with it..thanks for the pemberi..and thanks for your wish in this book.. :)

- cuti mid sem ..aku tak igt aku buat apa, tapi aku agak busy sendiri..aku ada teringat pasal korg tpi tak tahu nk ckp ape kt korang.. nk pegang fon pon xberapa sempat rasanya.. *that me, klau cuti mgalahkan YB.

- owhh..the quotes there, change it to "family first, then the rest"..you start your life with a family, and end it with bigger family, they will be the one who pray for you and your life present and after... be good to them even they don't understand you...ask again did i understand all of em? :)

- at that time, i din know u wrote that name in your blog, klau tak bole letak nama yg commercial lagi..bout the camp, i tot you goin for qiamullail kat masjid, rupenya camp sispa, haha..maap lerrr..but im also shocked bout the handshaking part..

- im not sure where am i at that time, but the sms that you sent, i did read and reply , tpi npon ni jeles plak tak nak hantarkan..so babun isn't it..bila perasan tak jadi sent dah..da lepas takpela kan?im sorry if you wait for me to reply it.

- i didn't think my existence will affect you..haha..im sorry.. :)

- i do understand your emotion..i really did. :)

- don't afraid to be silly, it's fun sometimes...it's much more better than crying. :)

- this one, im impressed with your arts, lawa betol buat design google tu..tpi lagi lawa klau tab dlm tu di isi dgn pkataan lain..u din have to push yourself, join clubs and activities..that will SERIOUSLY HELP you..with experience, wisdom and knowledge, you will be a friendly person. tak paham? takpe. :)

- i've never thought of  you as an annoying person , so don't you do it again...just let you be YOU. but don't judge you as YOU...and don't think what others think of you..i'll give you quotes at the end of this post. ********

-i told you bout a rumet before, we din talk much but we understand each other privacy..sometimes, words couldn't explain, and silent is a better translator. cewahhh..

- yepp.."don't take someone's silence as his prode" ..say it to yourself too.. don't think too much bout others thinks..they may not have you in their mind at all..but you were here in my mind. :) 

- nature conservation test la..sbb ade dak klas bi mohon excuse nk pi test tu gak...and as always, u didn't text what you feel..control macho. :DD

-im sorry for breaking my words, i said i'll come home but i didn't .

-bout you being a messenger, the words miss and love, i couldn't express it very well im sorry..im not saying it, doesn't means i didn't feeling it. <3 nbsp="" p="">

- im always happy when you texted me... i can help you burn that air conditioner. :)

- hahaha..bout the song..you knew it wouldn't be that easy rite?? thanks for requesting it even you have to pay with your own song 1st.. XD XD XD **please record it . i'd appreciate if i could to listen to it again. :)

- rezeki lebih kena kongsi..i LOVED that YEOS yoghurt..tpi tak tahu you'll loved it too..haha..ada kimia la kot.. :)

- i did looked at ur team along the morning..im searching fer you...and found you mse inspection..too bad tak dpt bergambo kt pdg kawad tuu.. T_________T, tup tup jumpe kat dewan... * flowerly flowerly heart *

- hahaha...ur face din show u were looking fer me..haha..i din too i guess..yepp may Allah granted our wish to be LEFTENAN MUDA...aminnn

- we didn't expected that result...but Alhamdulilah..i think it's biased...but im so sorry becoz im still happy with the result.. :)

- housemet kita baik ar...takpaya takut sgt...xsiap assemet copy je mmber..ohh..cute is always you..xpaya buat muka. :)

- nape la xckp mse tu da pna pi backpack..ley tye byk soalan sket..be BRAVE ! ohh..you mmg berani ponn..sory sory..

- bgun di siang hari?? dah terbiasa dah...seriously. klau rasa xley angkat badan tu cari air minum dlm satu botol kecik tu for activating you organ. 

- you eat those snacks or not? cuz i had a friend who couldn't eat snacks..im afraid that you were like that friend of mine..so do tell me keyh? :)

- BREEZE? hahahaha..kau yg slalu bsuh baju dlm tu kau yg tak pasan..? aiyaa.

- im a bit excited to bring to cakes to college..tup tup you weren't there..a bit dissapointed lahh..tpi nak buat cmno..bukan rezeki kau kot..

- " a journey is best measured in friends, NOT IN MILES" ...tak muat nak letak another 3 words..kelam kabut buat ...hope you like it. :)

- len kali klau tak sure tu jerit je tapi pandang tempat lain...i'll sure toleh ngan org lain skali..suara mcm chord? did you listen to others using notes ? HAHAHA. =PP

- aku igt kau da tidoo..tup tup ade msj..nk reply pon xtahu nk reply..nk ckp mcm gaya dah tidur..so aku reply dlm hati..and harap ia sampai melalui telepathy.. :)

-aku main game kat luar...tgk2 dah pkl 4,  tu kejut tu....blajo pogemin mlm tu..kwn aku bgi soalan cepumasss punyaaa...rupenye soalan tak habis..hadoiii.. = ="

- aku pon tekejut psal jar of heart tuu...tetibe kau bersuara...aku igt kau tak dgr dah ... 

- kalau kau nak tahu pasal incident kipas tu aku tahu sbb miss A da cerita dari sinopsis smpi kesimpulan..kesian kauu..aku rasa ade hikmah aku xda dlm bilik tu..klau tak tido mkn habuk kipas agaknya..kesian kauuu..and i sincerely kesian kat korang berdua mse tuu..tu tlg ikat kipas tu.. :)

**bout your coretan im a bit shocked..thanks thanks and many many thanks to you. instead of touching im so HAPPY for this present..thanks for the memories..thanks for the quotes book and hlovate books..xpena lagi la ada org bgi quotes book like this to me..you are the FIRST...you did stalk my blog? which blog..haha..abaikan jela blog blog tersebut..klau rindu cakaplah, kalau rindu beritahu jelah, klau nak jumpe pon you know what to do..and if you feel lonely and nak pinjam gitar or whatsoeva beritahu..insya-Allah if i have time for backpacking i'll contact you..and i do have different ways to do my backpacking..HEHE. :)

your quotes book ada part two tak? i would like to buy it. HEEEEE... <3 nbsp="" p="">

kat sini aku nak minta maaf for all misunderstanding, interrupting your privacy, memekak tengah2 kau study and everything that will consider me to say sorry to you im so sorry...i wish you a blessful life, successful journey, and fun-filled memory...smile is better than cry, pray when you're about to cry...and cry when you feel heavy, smile again after you feel relieved. :)

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. - Steve Jobs - #bebravetobeBRAVE"

kehidupan di tempat baru.

alhamdulillah ada masa nak buat post ni time line laju-laju bagai ninja kawasaki...

ok, where to start? hmm..OH!

college life :

-i got a new roomate, TWO of em. 

-smaller, smarter , faculty FKAAS.

1st impression : 

-miss A, from poli, excel in her poli, talkative, anak bongsu, rajin nak melawa ,dia perna kata aku suka study..xtao la dia igt ke x.. lain-lain? lain kali la post. :))

-miss E, haha dari A trus E, bole la ..lepasan matrik, excel in her matric too, diam-diam ubi berisi, musician, mgkin ley jadi cikgu bahasa, budak bijak..

campus life :

-new faculty FSKTM. mne2 pon sama gak nama fakulti ni

-ade 5 course, aku sncomp web-tech.

-kosmet ade la 80+ org.

-sbjek sem1, 6 tpi transfer jadi 5 sbjek je..final exam 4 je.. HAHAHAHA! XD

new life : 

- i can say i am happy.

- i've change my perspective of life in new lenses.

- i've change my activities in here.

- i'm trying to do what i haven't or couldn't do in my old campus life.

- im searching for my purpose of life in here.

- mananging my future.

- indoor to outdoor life. from sport to palapes. really exciting huh?!  YES!

that's all..tata ~

tempat baru yg tak baru sangat. :)

Assalamualaikum..salam tahun baru, salam maulidur rasul..

lama tak tulis sini..now i am a UTHM no gakusei desu. (skrg sy pelajar UTHM).

berhijrah la sudah dari kuala lumpur ke batu pahat..

at first im a bit KECIWA la with the upu result..harap sgt nak masuk UTM, namun rezeki di UTHM..

dpt sms dari upu tu dia taip UTHM rasa tak percaya, tgk 2 3 kali kot kot silap taip ke..

kenapa ada 'H' ??! mse tu perasaan gembira sbb dpt smbg, namun sedih sbb ade 'H' tersebut..

utk tenangkan hati aku pon berazam bhw 'H' tersebut mmbawa maksud HIKMAH. insya-Allah setiap yg terjadi ada hikmah disebaliknya..aku pon teruskan kemas mgemas dgn perasaan pelbagai nak pi daftar..aku berharap bhw disini aku dpt menggapai ilmu yg bermanfaat, berguna dan dpt berjihad dijalan Allah, aku juga tak lupa utk berharap bhw aku dpt roomate dan coursemate yg beriman dan dpt membimbing aku ke arah kejayaan.

yg hectic nya..aku register kolej 1st sept 2013, akk aku nikah 30 aug 2013, mjlis 31st aug 2013..

aku sbgi org rewang yg pling busy ni mmg xsmpt la uruskan diri sendiri nk rege kolej tuu...muahaha..

mlm tu je tido da pkul 2 ke 3 pgi...tido kejap jela sng katanya..pastuu! bgun2 subuh bru nak check smula borang2 ckup ke tak..secara tak BEST nya..ada plak borg hilang..dari nak gerak pkl 7, pkl 9 baru kuar dri rumah..ohh..nak btau UTHm ngn uma aku ni 15-20 mins je. =P

dah smpi jln luar kolej tu mmg jem lekat mcm jem tat nenas dlm kuali ar kan..aku dan umi berjalan kaki dari luar smpi ke kolej tersebut..aku pon sebok la dok compare2 kolej bru ni ngn yg lama..registration system xbgus la ape la..sebok dok ngompare la before and present mse tu..dlm hati tu tak ikhlas lagi nak terima..pdhl nak register dah ni..aku pon cube tenangkan hati terima seadanya apa yg aku dpt..susah betol nak pujuk diri sendiri ni..namun tetap cube bersyukur n pikir org lain ade yg xdpt msuk U, aku sibuk compare2 universiti...time time bratur tu tak tahu le pulak mse tu la dijodohkan dgn roomate..means, bratur je mne2, sapa dpt line sama tu tu la rumet korang..aku pon nmpk la ade 2 org dpn aku..kecik je..tak sangka la pulak mse tu dorg tu akn jadi roomate aku..aku pon xbape nk tgk la muka dorg..bila tgk buku nk amik kunci tuu, HAHAHA. ade 3 space, 2 da ada isi, so aku la lagi satu punya space nak tulis nama, SAH. yg kecik 2 org tu tadi rumet baru aku..tpi aku tgk2 keliling xnmpk dah..

follow jela rege punya line tu..igt kan ley habis rege sehari..rupenye smbg esok plak utk fakulti..mse tu mgeluh la jugak sbb da penat..namun follow jela.. :)

kenapa aku cite pasal hal lama sedangkan da hbis exam pon??saja utk tak lupa memori yg aku telah lalui 5 bulan lepas. :)